|
FSUNoLeChIC
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: Melody
Location: Florida, United States
Birthday: 9/10/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: I like drums, soccer, partyin w/my roomie Steph and friends from P-Town & FSU!!. Lotsa my friends from home are at Valdosta, Southern, UGA, & LSU. I'm studyin Psychology and Philosophy. I'm genuine and real about things, so don't expect a lie from me. I'm told I am an optimist. I love my cats very much. I also love to watch Conan and Chappelle:) Also! I have a hot as hell boyfriend who's goin to be famous one day and makes many poor girls drool. But he likes ME and his name's David:)
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  AngeLChic975
Member Since:
12/2/2003
|
|
| wow, sorry for the half-year gap there! lol
i really just check on here to read friends' journals but i use livejournal now.
i still love you all and hope everyone has an amazing new year of '06!!:) | | |
| Well I'm now halfway done with summer French and am not as lazy, haha.
I'm definitely getting an A so far. The coolest thing tho is that I
found a one bedroom apartment in David's new complex, but not only is
it right next to him, but it's in the same building!, and it's the only
one left. And it's the most spacious thing I've ever seen. The only way
I am able to get this is job money and next year will be a lot cheaper
depending on my living situation. I subleased my apartment here to this
girl I know, my move-in is next weekend, and I am SO excited!!!!!
No more driving to and from David's, just walk a few steps! Plus I can have so much more privacy if I want it. My own place!!
| | |
| WOW so I'm completely bored. I'm doing my phone thing that I'm in and it's sooo slow cuz it's Sunday night. (slow meaning no one seems to have a problem tonight.) This definitely won't be another novel, I'm just bored all to hell and wanted to share that with you.
I've been on my one week break between summer sessions, and so I start again tomorrow at 5:15. French 2. Every day. So I've been real lazy and tired and have been sleeping and staying in my pjs for 4 days. It's kinda nice tho. Waking up at noon or one or whatever and just laying there, cuddling with our new puppy (well his really) and watching movies on TV.. then getting up to go to the bathroom and then crashing in bed again, just to chill all day. Maybe take another nap around 3 or 4, like today, and not feel bad about it at all.
I really wanna go home now and take yet another nap. I know, I'm lazy. I can't wait for French to be over so I can go to Hawaii and be even more lazy, but with more sun:) | | |
| BOO!
So I know I am virtually nonexistant in the wonderful world of xanga nowadays. But I do still check my friends list to see what's up with yall. SO I shall now update about my current life for those of you who might wanna know!  (*I'm writing this after I wrote the whole entry: Just so ya know, it's ridiculously long! But I wrote it as if I were talking, so if you have some time and wanna know, sit back, relax, and enjoy because I'm about to talk your face off.)
~ I'm still in Tally all summer doing summer classes.. 10 hours worth! Why am doing this? because Florida State, as awesome as it is, still has to be different from the rest of the college world, in everything it does.. if you go here, ya gotta do 9 hours of summer classes. you can spread them out if you want to, but I decided at least I could get some boring or hard stuff out of the way quick. FSU is so weird - we always get out way earlier than everyone else for every break, but I guess that's why we go back earlier too. whatever. at least David is doing the same thing and most of our friends are too. So the first half (which is almost over) I've been doing Family Relationships (my favorite class ever) every day at 12:30 til 1:45, and then on Mondays and Wednesdays I have this boring, long as HELL Lit class (2-5:15) called the Short Story, which has nothing at all to do with my major yet I still need it. I have to read a lot, and I hate reading. BUT that's the beauty of summer classes, cuz you only have to do it for 6 weeks! heheheeeee. So for the 2nd half of summer I'm doing French 2 at 5:15 til 7:20. this leaves me the day to sleep in and work out. I'm a gym psycho and practically live at the damn Leach center (the FSU gym, it's insanely huge with 3 levels. I only use the 1st two levels tho cuz the top's just a track for runners. the first level is all the weights n stuff, which is a TON and i love it, the 2nd is the cardio stuff) i find it fun tho. I make it my daily routine to go right after classes for a couple hours, and the leach time is my time. It's when I can settle my mind from everything, work on different muscle groups, and come out tired but also energized. I do it so much that I feel bad when I don't go. It's done a lot tho, my arms look great, and my legs do too. David and I both agree my ass looks friggin amazing now. It's still a bubble!, but it's a smaller bubble and it's muscle. he always says he loves it like every day. Lol I'm really happy about that! I feel confident with my body too.
~ I think I've come closer to deciding what I want to be. A marriage and family therapist. I am always interested in knowing more about relationships and the 'WHY's' about everything. I love it. So I will try to make use of that. David's majoring in Business and Entreprenuership so that when he takes over his grandpa's cologne company he'll know how to make a fortune off of it. And other things, he's really smart:) The biggest thing that made me attracted to him. So if we both go for it we'll both make lotsa money, and that is good cuz, well, when you have money, you can live like you've always wanted to! -This is just the cold hard truth. I really want to remain financially stable in my life, so I am aiming high in the career department. Grad school, all that. But what rocks is: I have 75 hours of volunteer work from my 211 crisis hotline thing, and I've only just begun and that looks tremendous on grad school apps. and I don't really mind the extra school if it's learning something I love. Plus, what am I in such a hurry for? When I get out of college in two years, what am I gonna do? I can't just jump right into my career b/c you can't really go anywhere serious without a masters degree when ya have a psych. major like me. So i'll just suck it up and go to grad school afterwards and reap all the educational & financial benefits it will hopefully bring me later on in life;)
~ KELLY (Khael, Kelody, Kello, KellyMichelley, and just Kell), my best friend ever, the one who knows me so well, who can just look at me and that one look will have been 10 conversations, Kell the one who natually brings out the best in me and makes me feel like myself, the one who was there on drumline to take over my precious 2nd bass, KELL, the one who was there to sleep over when I was depressed from my horrible breakup in high school, the one who shared my love for olive garden breadsticks and raw cookie dough, the one who laughed at the exact same random stuff as me without having to explain it to each other, the one girl I loved laughing with more than anything, has gotten married.. I was up there with her as her bridesmaid, and honestly, I almost cried several times seeing her in her breathtaking veil and saying her vows to a guy who is made for her.. a guy who loves her for her crazy weird self. a guy who, when he looked into her eyes and held her hands minutes before they were about to be officially pronounced husband and wife, almost couldn't breathe cuz he was so unbelievably in love with this girl, a guy who I am more than thankful to have found her so that she can continue being her crazy funny self, comfortably. I'm so happy Andy is married to her, because honest to God, he sees the same funny and pure girl that I saw in her, and I know that he is butt crazy in love with her and that he will be forever faithful to her every day of his life. He is that kind of guy, the kind you just don't find that often, but the exact guy that Kello needs. I don't care how young she is, she is the smartest girl in the world and her new husband is going to make her so happy! If anyone can marry as early as them and make it, it will be them. - Ok so that turned into a LONG AS HELL rant about how much I admire this chic! Kell is one of the people I like to talk about the most. As you can see. CLEARLY.
**Khael when i watched you drive off in the 'just married' car (oh by the way guys I got to be the one to write the white stuff on the windows! so cool!), I had to hold back tears, and I hardly ever cry. You are like a married woman now. I somehow feel like you left for older womanhood, and I am both somewhat sad and happy at the same time. I miss you Kell! It just tells me that life is happening right in front of me. I talked to David about you a lot (he says he liked you and that you were fun and nice.) and Kell, whenever my day comes, I want more than anything for you to be my maid of honor :)
~ What else? David and I are doing great. We spend every second together and he told me today that he was talkin to his best friend Chris from back home, and when Chris asked him who's his best friend here in Tallahassee, he said ME:) and I wasn't even there to influence that answer! He said that on his own:) I love that. Not only did I beat out his ex relationships (meaning they were always a year long and we are now more than a year, i made that my goal at the beginning lol), but he considers me his best friend overall:) YES! I am the MASTER at relationships! I can act stupid as hell around him, and he never fails to do the same around me, even moreso actually.. he always does that mouth farting thing my dad used to do on my stomach tho. he's like obsessed with mouth farting on me these days. why?? who knows! he'll even do it til his face hurts! but I just sit back and wait for him to get tired of it. but listen to this about him - I can be makeup-free or I can wear something not so pretty, and I can be sick and throwing up on him, and he will look at me in the eyes and tell me I'm beautiful. I better be careful with this guy, he's one in a zillion and I sure wanna keep something so great! I really don't want to take this for granted.
~ I'm going to Hawaii again to see my mom at the end of the summer for about 10 days! How awesome is that? Because my mother had to up and move across the whole world to an island, I get to come see her in Hawaii. HAWAII! I would have never foreseen that heavenly paradise in the ocean as a 'home' for me today. Never. This is too lucky for me. I will admit that. But I will also not be ashamed of it. It's amazing. It's weird tho- the basis of her even being there wasn't the best. In fact, it had to do with Jack's death. (quickie for the few who may not know this, Jack was my mom's soul mate, like her other half, she was so in love with him that she had a 6th sense for when he would call or if he was alright. He was family to me.) When he died she went thru a lotta shit. i almost literally saw a cloud of nothingness around her head & in her eyes every day, and i didn't like it. I didn't know how to treat her either tho, b/c i wanted so badly for her to get back to normal, to be mom, and not be depressed, tho i knew i would be the same way if i were in her shoes (god forbid!!!!) Mom is part of me, and it's because of that that I felt so horrible for her, almost to the point where I almost withdrew from her when she was so empty because i couldn't handle her hurting so bad. she eventually got up and took a vacation alone to Hawaii to relax and be away, and ended up liking it so much that she took advantage of the money she earned from her management work with IBM, quit, and moved there. Oh yeah and dyed her damn hair blonde! which I almost went apeshit over. or i did. Now, if that's not a midlife crisis I don't know what is. But the good thing is, she met someone there named Rusty (who ironically reminds me of Jack in ways), and she is now very happy with him. It wasn't a rebound either b/c it happened a couple years after. I'm thankful she is doing better .. and that I get to go there on holidays and visit in the summers. It's a whole different world there.
~ Yall don't know this dude, but one of mine and David's best friends down here Josh's birthday is this month, and he went back home for the summer in Boynton Beach, so we are gonna drive down there for it. It's about 4-6 hours. The reason I bring this up is, he's a weird kid. He likes green. The color. Now when I say 'he likes green' I mean the guy's obsessed with it and I think it even turns him on to see anything green. We love him tho. Anyway I was thinking of buying him a buncha weird random green things for his bday, like green ketchup or green M&M's.. I guess I'd have to eat the others so that he can have just all greens. :(. lol but can you guys please give me some ideas of green stuff I can get?
~I am gonna have a lot of **pictures** of the wedding weekend online, they are priceless, but since I wore out my premium on this then they will be on my livejournal, and I'll give a link to it on here later. Yay for pictures, they're always fun:)
~ David just told me he's gonna go back home to Atlanta to get his little chihuahua Trixxie and bring her here! He's in love with that dog. I however am much more of a cat person, and he said we should get a little newborn kittie!! I am more than excited. This is a big thing because David is not so much a cat person but will do it for me. He really wants me to get one, cuz he knows it would make me happy. So we are gonna go kittie shopping soon! I want a tortuiseshell (which is like a calico but with cooler and unusual marks and colors) cuz that's what Precious was. They are tiny and have lean bodies like elegant models. They are absolutely insanely gorgeous and beautiful. I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ I swear this is so weird, I've never talked this much in one entry before. I think I'm done for now tho. sorry kids. ;)
Leave me a little something to lemme know if you read all that crap! I pretty much typed it as if I were talking. (a bluestreak, it seems.) Wow, I'm kinda embarrassed. almost tho. i know that a couple of ya might wanna know some of this stuff tho. This WAS gonna be a quickie update, something I was just gonna type out in a few minutes, but I don't know what happened. I guess this can be like making up for that 2 month gap of straightup xanga neglect.
:-* ! I love yall. | | |
| Hey yall, sorry I don't write in here much anymore. I kinda write in a livejournal sometimes tho, cuz at first it was just so i could read some of my friends' journals from fsu. If any of you have a livejournal too, mine is Melo770. (get it, 770??) but anyway i try to keep up with everyone else's stuff goin on here tho.
Yesterday I skipped out on classes and slept in and spent the whole day doing nothing with David. We rearranged my room tho, so now the bed is different and it makes my room look bigger. Now today we just cleaned up his whole room and threw out all the shit in it. Yay, i was more than happy cuz it's like my room almost too in a way. His roommate might have mono tho, so we are a little paranoid.
I'm going to continue relaxing... love u guys. | | |
|